Sometimes people think that I just have it all together and little does everyone know my struggles. Today God showed me that I regressed in an area and honestly I just don't know when or how that happened. At this point I'm just asking God to totally deliver me and make me whole in this area so that I can move forward to all he has for me. And the bottom line is that it's not about me because once he has refined me in this area, I am able to then bless others with what He has given me. So now what?? Well the enemy of my soul would love to just condemn me, put me down and tell me I'm unworthy but the blood of Jesus tells me that "daughter, it's already paid for". So I thank the Lord for the blood of Jesus, I thank Him for conviction, I thank Him for transformation and I thank Him for His grace that is NEW every day. As I give Him thanks and praise I ask Him to search my heart.... Psalm 139:23-24 Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.
My desire is to grow in the Lord, to seek Him and know Him more and more and He will not hold that back from any of us. I live, I learn and I seek Him more and know that my Lord has great plans for me. Thank you Jesus.